Beautiful nightmares

Can you relate when I relay my story?
Are you the same as I fighting for glory?
Looking for hevean 'cause life now is purgatory,
To put the past behind success is mandatory,
All the pain of yesterday gone, a brand new day,
A fresh start, I ma dig a grave for my worries,
Black Mambazo in my head and its on repeat,
Diamonds on my feet yet I hardly eat,
Gold falls out of my mouth everytime I speak,
Yet I still starve even at my peak,
Beautiful nigtmares, till I find my dreams,
From all my pain, come all my schemes

Navigate through the hate like a pirate,
When I rate high everyone grows irate,
When I rate high they want to see me fall out of the sky,
Attract jealousy even just from a try,
Wanna see me weak, wanna see me break,
But I wont break, even when its bleak,
No I wont brake, I'ma keep going
Even when bigger birds snatch food from my beak,
I roar with the lions, I dont bleat with the sheep,
I roll with the wolves, I dont run with the sheep,
Take from me now 'cause you won't when I am bigger,
Beautiful blackness, my name is Africa